Round Two
I gave too much
My classic blunder
Leading to judgement
Misconception
Sketchy communication at best.
All me all the time is too much for anybody
Especially when my lack of colour is revealed
A one sided story
Doesn't leave much room for error.
If they're not sharing secrets
Why am I?
Left to my own devices for far too long
Mistakes were just waiting to be made
Tired of the voices in my head
I willingly sacrificed my sanity
Almost my heart
But you were too quick to put a stop to that
My first lesson
There is no room for hearts here.
Now we continue with charade
Pretending it doesn't matter
That we have the strength to do this.
I'm sorry.
I'm a girl that hurts too easy
Takes offence
As a defence
As for silent treatments
And passive aggressive manipulation
I know those tricks too.
And I've saved the best for you.
NH
2013
Comments
Love,
Janie
I feel so much being revealed in exposing all that was given away and also that 'looking in the mirror moment' with the realization that in giving away so much, the heart becomes very hard~
" And I've saved the best for you."
That line most definitely carries more than the obvious meaning~